Is this me?

What is happening to me? Just a while ago, my dad asked me to look for the number of his friend but I did not mind him because I was focusing on what I was studying... and then my dad slap the computer keyboard... it fell on the floor and I picked it up and banged it back.

My big sister and my mom saw what I did. They scolded me.. saying all the things they want to say but I just ignored them. I turned my music louder so that I can't hear their voices.

After 5 minutes, I realized that what I did was wrong. I cried and told myself what's happening to me. Is this me? I don't understand why I acted that way. I don't know what's happening to me.