I bought a Samsung yp-U3 MP3

I love listening to music that's why I bought a new Samsung yp-U3 MP3 to entertain myself. /hihi

It's not expensive... it only cost 1,900 pesos. The price is just perfect! Samsung U3 has a sensitive button. You don't need to press it hard... the buttons are really sensitive. It comes in 5 different colors. Mine is color black because white, pink, light green, and light blue were not available. Hmmp... but I love the colors pink,blue and white.

Take time to listen : WHO AM I?

Who am I?

That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Thy I am yours.
I am yours.

Congratulations Sistah for passing again the Nursing Board Exam!

My sister,Joy, finished her BS-Nurising course last march 2006. She took the nursing board exam last June 2006 and was able to pass it on the first try...Unfortunately, June 2006 examination was considered "scam". They said that there was a leakage of the tests 3 and 5. So, all of the examiners were given a freedom to take again the test 3 and 5... My sister took again test 3 and 5 but she did not make it. She failed.

She was disappointed... she did not surrender her license ( she was still considered a nurse even though she did not pass the test 3 and 5 but she cannot go out to USA to work)... she decided to work here at our local hospital... and specialized at the hemodialysis unit. She learned a lot from her experiences.

...One year later, I don't know what made here decide to take again the Nursing Board Exam. Last Nov.2008, she took the NLE exam without refreshing her knowledge. She did not study or review ...instead she was looking for a job at Cebu City before the Nov. board exam. Joy did not hope to pass the board exam because according to her the exam was too difficult... but...

... she was wrong. The PRC released just this afternoon the result of the NLE and there Joy Quindo was printed. She said that "this is a blessing from God".

Congratulations Joy! To God be the Glory!

Nursing Board Review & Thesis

Nursing students are always busy especially if you are a graduating student because you need to comply a lot of things before you graduate. Now,what are the things to comply?

• OR/DR Cases - this composes 5 major operations, 5 minor operations, 5 assist deliveries, 5 actual deliveries and 5 cord care.
• Comply extension duties - extension duties are the results of absences, labor and tiredness.
• Thesis

Getting the 25 OR/DR cases is hard. I only got 12 cases right now. I don't know when and where will I get the 13 cases.

Anyway, OR/DR completion is not only my problem but my thesis and my current nursing board review are giving me pains too. Imagine, I got home today at 9pm because of making my thesis! I mean, editing the corrections! Grr.. and this review of mine is making me sad because I got low scores! 18/40, 20/40, 6/15, 11/20, 20/35, 19/40. Is that an average score? Oh my gosh! If that score continues I won't pass this coming board exam!

What I need is to study more and more and more and more!!! Learn techniques in answering the questions. There will be no changes if I wont change my study habit, right?

I need a break

Being a student is not easy... you spend too much physical and mental effort. Why physical? Of course, who would not get tired climbing up the 3rd floor of the building every day? Yes, our classroom is located at the 3rd floor and it so tiring to go up and down.

... I can handle all the pressure at school but when it is added with the pressure at home, I become exhausted. We know, that as part of the family... we should do our part, right? Well... after school, I immediately go home and do my part... What are they? Cook the rice, clean the house (it's always messy... no more helpers @ home) , and serve my dad who had a brain attack. Yeah, that's my life...

But then again, I can handle all these pressures in life... God is there helping me.

Superhuman

Let me share this song to you "Superhuman" by Chris Brown. I hope you like it!

Weak
I had been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak?
Barely eat, on my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman

Strong
Since I been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I had it all along
I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going gone away
My only weakness is you, only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything
Going, going I'm gone away! Love!

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Superhuman

Superhuman

Superhuman - Chris Brown ft. Keri Hilson

Is this me?

What is happening to me? Just a while ago, my dad asked me to look for the number of his friend but I did not mind him because I was focusing on what I was studying... and then my dad slap the computer keyboard... it fell on the floor and I picked it up and banged it back.

My big sister and my mom saw what I did. They scolded me.. saying all the things they want to say but I just ignored them. I turned my music louder so that I can't hear their voices.

After 5 minutes, I realized that what I did was wrong. I cried and told myself what's happening to me. Is this me? I don't understand why I acted that way. I don't know what's happening to me.

Wounded Heart

I don't know what is happening to me these days. I feel so lonely... my mind is wandering around... I could not understand why. You know what, I could hardly show my smile to everyone... I find myself faking my smile because I don't want them to notice that I am lonely.

I wanted to pour out this emotion but there's no one there. Everybody is angry at me. Nobody likes to be with me because I'm a worthless and stupid girl. But hey! even though this soul is wounded, she's try her best to be healed.

"The lonely soul wanders
Alone in the walks of life
No other soul as her companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the daybreak
She does her duties
In the walks of life
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the life
She meets many other souls
Who comes to be
Unfit for the lonely soul
The lonely soul wanders

As the days pass by
The lonely soul became
More lonely, with no other
souls as her companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the walks of life
The lonely soul decides
Not to die, but to face
Life in all its hardships
The lonely soul wanders"

How do you know it's Love?

I, myself really don't know what love means and how to determine if what I am feeling is already "Love". We know that it is hard to stay with someone if you are not sure that you love him. Here's a nice article that I've read in the internet.

Sometimes, we develop a particular fondness for the person we’re dating. We just can’t stop thinking about him/her, even after many, many hours savoring his/her company. We are left in a quandary about our feelings, and certain queasiness pervades our days. Then we ask ourselves the question: have we fallen in love with that person?

Love is indeed a wonderful thing. But it is something that we should be certain about, least we spend many sleepless nights in deep thoughts and confusion. Sadly, determining the veracity of love is not always easy. Sometimes, a deep infatuation is equated with the same.

So how do we know that it’s love… real love that is? What could we be sure that the other person is not only the object of our thoughts, but the object of our hearts as well? Here are some signs that would help us say that what we’re feeling is indeed love.

1. When, at the beginning of the day, you are already filled with thoughts of the other person: what he/she is doing, how he/she looks, what you could do to make him/her smile today… when something good or nice happens to you, you always think of how you must share this with him/her, be it a funny story or a moment of your triumph. You always wish that he/she would be right there with you, but even if he/she isn’t, it’s okay because you know that soon you will be together and you anticipate that. No moment, no matter how dull it seems like simply watching TV together, is ever a wasted moment. Every minute counts when you’re with that person.

2. You become selfless. And you start thinking more about what would be good for the other person, than what would be good for you. Your ultimate happiness is to be able to make that other person happy, whether it is with you or with another person. You take care of him/her and you keep looking out for him/her. Be reminded however that making the other person happy does not include inflicting or causing harm to yourself or being untrue to yourself. You don’t ask that person to do sacrifices for you either, such as doing stuff you asked them to do just to prove their love to you.

3. You start to think of how it would be to be with this person forever… and you relish that dream or feeling. The thought of spending the rest of your lives together is not seen as being stuck with another person, but is considered to be a very wonderful idea.

4. Even if there are other people who are more beautiful or attractive, you still choose to be with this person. This means your commitment to this person is absolute. You have fully and undeniably decided to be with only him/her no matter what. It is not only love, but also devotion.

5. There is passion and fireworks, even after the infatuation period of six months. If you have been together for such a long time now, but aren’t bored out of your minds yet and can still feel the fire burning – simply because you keep it burning (and this requires dedication and effort), is a clear indication that love is still shared between two people.
6. There is a desire to understand each other, even at the biggest of arguments. You continue to communicate openly and do not harshly judge each other. You accept each other’s faults and shortcomings. For example, no matter how fat she gets and no matter how much he drools when he sleeps, you still stay and love the person. Also, you stay true and honest to that person.

7. There is a great deal of respect, admiration and trust for this person. And she/he has earned it well.

I am not in hurry.... I'll wait for that person whom God will give to me. I'll wait for the right time.